What I show them is not much

Sometimes it's hard to be yourself. When you give attention to what people may think of you.
I'm kinda tired. I have so much to do and I want to experience lots of things and discover and dream and love and be amazed by all the good things in this world.You know people just like to put you in a box and they like to think they know you and know all your personality traits.
They may think I'm predictable, because I acted a certain way but they don't know anything about me.
They just see what I show them and what I show them is not much, because they're not worth seeing the real me.
Because they judge too much and sometimes it hurts. And because I want to be around people who can be genuinely nice and open-minded and accepting. I'm letting you go to continue my quest.

I JUST NEED TO START OVER

If you feel like you're missing something out there, then why don't you go find it?

I had tons of new posts ideas, but I didn't feel like writing them or posting them. Why? Because I'll be doing it just to do it. I had a lot of mixed emotions these past few days, and it kinda hit me hard. I felt really confused about everything. Myself, people and life in general.

SAVE YOURSELF

Life is strange, and life is hard. Life is even harder when you force yourself to be something else, or when you act someone else. Why? To please people? You're not even living your life anymore. You're wasting it. You're wasting your personal potential of being something GREAT. You don't need the approval of others to allow yourself to be happy. To be in peace. To do the things you like. To do the things you believe in.

 

 

Life is short, therefor don't waste it on people who don't deserve your company, or who tear you down. They just wanna feel better about themselves.

Someday you will be old, and wishing to have back this energy you had when you were younger to do great thigns. WHY?!!! Why didn't you change your life, when you had enough energy to DO IT!!!!

YOU'RE NOT SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIFE?!!! CHANGE IT!! 

YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, OR CHANGE?!! START SOMEWHERE!!! 

We're in this together. Love yourself. Forgive yourself for your mistakes. Be your Number One supporter. Have fun.

PEACE

Peace...Peace.........Peace...............Peace of minde.....Peace with myself......Peace with....life.

That's what I'm looking for. But? Do you actually try to understand yourself? Your needs? Your feelings? like...Do you take the time to ask yourself what's going on? like your asking someone "why you seem so tired today?" "You're okay?". Be attentive  to your soul.

I need to take a break from social medias for a while. I need to concentrate more on myself and my needs. I need to reconnect. I need to restet myself as would Jerome Jarre say.

 

 HEALTH

Body health = Mental health. 

I think its time to give my body what it needs to receive. Eating more healthier. Doing a physical activity (at home for now lol).

Being healthy doesn't mean being skinny. Love your body and protect it. Don't be harsh on yourself and say Al'hamdulillah. Don't believe in society's perfect body image. Our society is pretty screwed.

I'm trying I guess to get out of my comfort zone. Pick up new habits. Loose bad habits. Grow. Start somewhere. Enjoy the journey. Don't put too much pressure, just learn you know.