I JUST NEED TO START OVER

If you feel like you're missing something out there, then why don't you go find it?

I had tons of new posts ideas, but I didn't feel like writing them or posting them. Why? Because I'll be doing it just to do it. I had a lot of mixed emotions these past few days, and it kinda hit me hard. I felt really confused about everything. Myself, people and life in general.

SAVE YOURSELF

Life is strange, and life is hard. Life is even harder when you force yourself to be something else, or when you act someone else. Why? To please people? You're not even living your life anymore. You're wasting it. You're wasting your personal potential of being something GREAT. You don't need the approval of others to allow yourself to be happy. To be in peace. To do the things you like. To do the things you believe in.

 

 

Life is short, therefor don't waste it on people who don't deserve your company, or who tear you down. They just wanna feel better about themselves.

Someday you will be old, and wishing to have back this energy you had when you were younger to do great thigns. WHY?!!! Why didn't you change your life, when you had enough energy to DO IT!!!!

YOU'RE NOT SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIFE?!!! CHANGE IT!! 

YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, OR CHANGE?!! START SOMEWHERE!!! 

We're in this together. Love yourself. Forgive yourself for your mistakes. Be your Number One supporter. Have fun.

PEACE

Peace...Peace.........Peace...............Peace of minde.....Peace with myself......Peace with....life.

That's what I'm looking for. But? Do you actually try to understand yourself? Your needs? Your feelings? like...Do you take the time to ask yourself what's going on? like your asking someone "why you seem so tired today?" "You're okay?". Be attentive  to your soul.

I need to take a break from social medias for a while. I need to concentrate more on myself and my needs. I need to reconnect. I need to restet myself as would Jerome Jarre say.

 

 HEALTH

Body health = Mental health. 

I think its time to give my body what it needs to receive. Eating more healthier. Doing a physical activity (at home for now lol).

Being healthy doesn't mean being skinny. Love your body and protect it. Don't be harsh on yourself and say Al'hamdulillah. Don't believe in society's perfect body image. Our society is pretty screwed.

I'm trying I guess to get out of my comfort zone. Pick up new habits. Loose bad habits. Grow. Start somewhere. Enjoy the journey. Don't put too much pressure, just learn you know.

Useless Updates #1

Waw guys! That's been a long time yo. I was taken by all of my exams and internship interviews...and I'm sooo ready for summer. I can't wait for spring tho!!
For today's post, I wanted to join Areeba from I Have A Messy Bun and give you a Useless Update :) I love reading her "Useless Updates" (and the whole blog), cause in fact it's really fun (go check them out!). So there you go.

 I'm currently watching a korean drama called "Marriage, not dating" on Viki and it's really good. I was looking for a new show to watch and I couldn't find something interesting and as good as the last korean drama," The heirs", I watched. The main girl is super funny, and I can't wait to see what will happen to these two!!! 

I can't stop listening to Geronimo by Sheppard. This song is Da Bomb!!

I watched "The Equalizer" this week, and it was soo good! Denzel Washington is a legend tho. If you like action/thriller movies this one is for you. I don't usally watch this kind of movies, but "The Equalizer" is an exception. There's also Chloe Mortez on it :) She's one of my favorite actress.

I can't wait to watch this movie!! It's coming this week and I'm so excited. This is the kind of thing that makes me hold out until summer.

This weekend!! DisneyLand!! Can't Wait!!

Hope you enjoyed reading this post!! Here's above a link to other useless updates of cool bloggers

#OOTD : Black and white baby!

How are you today my lovely readers? Me? Al'hamdulillah today is a great day. I have exams next week and I didn't open a single book yet, but.....No stress! I got this! lol

So today's post is a bit different and I'm really excited about the outfit and the pictures I took for it. I bought new close lately and did a mix with some oldies to have a satisfying outfit. It's basicaly a black and white + (grey) outfit, (and Black is my new obsession right now!!!), with a colorful hijab. The hijab, the black bag and the grey shirt are the new ones. I bought them at Primark (cause' primark is bae), and I have to say that I fell in LOVE with the shirt. As you can see it's longer on both sides and its material is perfect for spring/summer. And The black bag? Can we take a moment please? I looove it!!

So I felt like modeling today lol, and wanted to share with you this outfit. My mom saw me all dressed up and asked where I was going :) "No mommy I just wanna take some pictures love you".

Hope you guys enjoyed reading this post as much as I enjoyed doing it :) See you next my loves Bye bye!!

Crush of the month : Yuna

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This is Yuna, a very talented malaysian singer and businesswoman. I don't exactly remember how I discovered this girl this summer, but I was so happy and excited that I did. (I think I read a blog post about her on Alli simpson's blog.) I'm in love with her voice, with her style and with her personnality. First I wasn't really into her music's style, but then her song's lyrics are so poetic and true that you can't help but love it. I think she is a role modele in the way she stays true to herself, to her culture and to her religion, and that's not really easy in the western music industry. Her music is original and so is her fashion style, and she keep it simple and artistic at the same time. If there's a social media that can describe her, Tumblr suits her best.

Here are some of my favorite songs of Yuna, so go check them out and tell me what you think :p :

Live your life

Mermaid

I wanna go

Mountains

Come as you are

She Rocks Dat Turban yo

These following pictures are not mine. Just found on google

Hope you guys enjoyed this post, and tell me if you already new about this girl before or you just discovered her :) I would like to know!! Good night loves xx

Poem || Angels wings

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Here's a poem I wrote today. I tried to put words on the toughts, emotions and feelings I'm having at the moment. That's how I try to understand my own self. It's weird because I tell myself how I feel, but with words, like I'm explaining to someone. It feels good you know, to stay true to your feelings, and facing them. Never reject what your feeling, even when you don't know why you feel that way or if you don't know the reason yet. You will figure things out, just be patient with yourself.

Don't worry, I'm trying to get out of this open prison.

Hope you guys enjoyed reading this post and this poem :) Tomorow I go back to school and....I don't wanna even talk about it lol. Take care and have a nice week.