I want and need to change certain things in my life, and about myself, but I don't try that much. I understood that change doesn't just happen. Waiting for change and wanting it so bad is not enough. I have to create opportunities, and give myself a chance. I have to do some sacrifices, like get out of my comfort zone little by little. Life is not easy, and I was afraid to face difficulties. Maybe I'm still afraid of life, but I promised myself to change for the better.
As a child I thought that when I'll grow up, everthing will be clearer, every piece of the puzzle will be in its place. But it doesn't work like that. I thought that I will figure things out, and I'll know where to go, what to do...blablabla. It doesn't just happen! I was lying to myself, because I didn't know what I wanted to do, I just accepted what others choose for me. But I try not to do it anymore.
I have projects for myself. For the first time I deared to dream and told myself that I can do it. With the help of Allah, I would like to enter the world of entrepreneurship and business, and own my own company. But how and what to do and where to start? I'm trying to figure things out.
I missed talking to you guys :) Take care everyone, Love you. Xoxo.
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I can relate to this so much. I feel like lately I have no motivation for anything in life. Nothing makes me excited about my day or maybe I'm just lazy. I keep seeing myself get worse and worse and I feel like I'm standing as a bystander to my own misery. I want to change but its easier said than done.
Glad to see your back!
xoxo
Great post!
I hope everything works out for you and becomes easy once you get there.
Thank u Jenan, I missed u :) . Yes it's not easy to loose bad habits or just to go out and try something new I understand. But WE HAVE TO!! If we don't try we will regret it I guess,and it will feel like we didn't live our life the way we wanted to, but it's OUR life and we should definetely give ourself a chance. Maybe we give ourself excuses to not do what we want? I don't know :/ Inshallah we will find a way or another to be excited every time we wake up.
thank you so much sis' :) and thanks for the follow by the way.
Take care xoxo
It was beautiful to read a more personal post, to be able to get to know you a bit better. We face challenge every days, and sometimes getting to know ourselves, our desires, our fears, it's the hardest one. I ask Allah that He allows you to reach your goals, and guides you the correct way to acomplish them.
xx
thank u Laila for your duas you are so sweet :) May Allah protects you and your family and guides you too ameen <3.
Take care sister
There aren't so many people who fight against life struggles and make their way out of it, to their desired life. I am glad you're one of those brave people. Keep working hard for your dreams and never give up. May Allah bless you with success and all your dreams come true x
Truer words have never been spoken - "change doesn't just happen". We have to want the change and discipline ourselves until we achieve it. It also doesn't happen overnight, so we have to do give ourselves small achievable goals, otherwise we can easily get overwhelmed and give up. Change is a journey. But if you start now, you'll look back a year from now and you'll notice how drastic the difference is. Good luck with everything. I hope a year from now, I'll be able to buy a product or service from your newly-launched company, insha Allah! x
Rukaiya | Muslim in the Big City
aww thank you insha Allah sis'. Your comment made my day :) You are so nice <3
So true, we have to give ourselves small goals, and change with the help of Allah little by little :)
thank you for your duas sister :) that's so nice.
May Allah bless you too :)
This was a beautiful post, and I'm not just saying that because I like the lyrics by Train ;)
When I was younger I thought I'd have life figured out by now too. Instead I'm still dreaming.
Good luck on achieving all your goals! I'm sure you will succeed if you try ;)
x Envy
Picking up the Pieces
aw thanks so much! You're the first who noticed the lyrics from Train by the way :) I looove it too.
You're so nice <3
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