New people. New faces. New names. What? Is it happening again? This year again? I want this year to be different. I can just stay in my place, OR I can go totally crazy and be an extrovert and socialize with people. Yeah good idea for an introvert like me.
I hoped that this year was gonna be different, but this is how it was this morning: Everyone had something to say and they were all smilling and joking and stuff, and I was just sitting here during the break looking at them and at my phone screen in an uncomfortable chair for a coming lecture of 3 hours long. I thought "this year better not be like that". This summer I promised myself that this year is gonna be different.
Yes you are reading the struggles of a 20 years old girl in her first days in a new college. I thought at this age I would be someone who can easily approach people and be spontaneous and you know socialize. This has always been a struggle for me. I have to make this year different.
Goodnight blogsphere.
